So I guess I missed another day there yesterday... to be honest, I really don't care. I got up late, ran a whole bunch of errands, and tried to write an Autoblog, and then went to Boulder. I never even thought about this all day. It brings me to two conclusions: 1) This is really starting to become a pain in my ass: It is supposed to be a helpful, even fun exercise to help my writing, but it ends up being a chore. I feel obligated to do it every day and most of the time I just don't want to and it ends up sucking and making me feel even worse about my writing. 2) No matter how enjoyable a job seems to be at first, it becomes boring and tedious after about a month. I will never be happy at any job, ever. It's a good thing the only thing worse than work is unemployment.
I don't know what to say... This has been a crappy, crappy week both professionally and existentially. I guess I had to make up for undeserved contentment last week.
It reminds me of the quote by Ray Liotta in Blow: "Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust. When you're up it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on."
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